guns out

These last few days were a reminder that things seriously do get better when you wait things out with a clenched fist and patient thoughts.

Sunday:

*rented a car early in the morning, drove five other people crammed in the back
*bought $50 worth of food at trader joe's
*had a photoshoot at land's end, san francisco, ca
*a cold day at the beach
*crashing into the waves
*crossed #21 and #33 off my bucket list
*drove back across the golden gate, music turnt up
*dropped off each person with warm regards
*had the car for another hour, drove to the marina alone
*and watched the sunset
*pregamed at a friend's house, went to a party
*hooked up
*blacked out
*(I don't remember anything else from that night)

Monday:

*an easy day - hungover, skipped class, slept in (it was worth it)
*went to work
*and a very satisfying dinner with #realfriends

Tuesday:

*woke up to amazing weather
*completed my essay + feelin' real good about it
*lunch in plant bio
*a good talk with a good friend about good things
*iced coffee, hold the rocks
*a discussion about sexuality
*had dinner while watching the sunset
*spring break is coming up
*and the rest of this week is going to be so casual and relaxing now
*all the little things are just adding up
*and it feels amazing

I'm so excited to see what the next few days have in store for me. For the first time in weeks, I'm starting to get stoked on life again.